~~SpEcIaL fOr HEr~~

~~ a very special dedication only for you~~

my dearest friend...

selama hampir 3 thn kite bersama...

segala ranjau dan halangan telah kita tempuhi...

sesungguhnya aq bersyukur...

kerana mmpunyai seorg sahabat sptmu...

yg x pernah meninggalkn aq....

yg x pernah serik dgn pe'el aq yg mengada-ngada...

yg manja....

dan menyakitkn hati...

terima kasih sahabatku...

sahabatku...

x terfikirkah kau..

betapa sayangnya aq dgn prsahabatan kita????

x trdetikkah hati kau...

betapa sayangnya aq kpd kau????

betapa aq begitu sekali menghargai perhubungan suci ini????

betapa aq begitu takut sekali utk mghadapi semester trakhir di sini...

tanpa kau..

berakhirnya semester ini...

bermakna begitu sukar sekali utk kita bersua muka..

utk keluar brsama-sama...

menonton wayang...

menemani kau bershopping sakan...

bercerita...

sebak hati ini..

tatkala mengingatkan hal ini...

mengingatkn kenangan kita bersama...

terima kasih sahabatku..

kerana memberikan aq kenangan yg begitu indah sekali...

yg tidak akan bertukar ganti...

dan tidak dapat dibeli dimana-mana shopping complex...

mahupun di kedai runcit Cik Limah...

kerana kenangan itu bersemadi utuh di lubuk hati ini...

sahabatku..

aq sentiasa mengharapkan dan mendoakan hanya yg terbaik buat kau...

spy kau sentiasa tabah dlm menghadapi hidup kau...

spy kau sentiasa diberkati Allah...

spy kau sentiasa dlm lindungan Allah...

spy kau sentiasa diberikan rahmat drpNya...

spy kau jauh drp melakukn kemaksiatan...

spy kau sentiasa dibekalkan semangat yg amat2 tinggi utk belajar brsungguh-sungguh...

sesungguhnya semester terakhir ini...

aq inginkan spy kita berdua sama2 berjaya...

mndpat result yg extremely gempak...

mesti kau bosan kan?????

mendengar aq selalu membebel suruh kau study...

x pun...

suruh kau pentingkan study...

bukan apa...

aq nak sgt kita berdua berjaya...

dapat grad dgn result yg gempak..

kalau boleh...

result lg tinggi dari dekan nyer....

x mustahil kan...

kita dapat dekan sem neyh?????

aq percaya...

usaha tangga kejayaan...

lagi satu..

aq nak sgt...

kalau semester ni..

jadi semester yg terbaik untuk kita berdua...

let both of us try our best to make it happen!!!!!!

jgn merajuk...

jgn masam2 muka...

nnt orang 2 lari...

hihee~~~

sahabatku...

semoga persahabatan kita...

tak akan pernah putus...

dek masa...

dan k-bz-an...

aq x nak..

berakhirnya semester ni...

berakhirnya kisah kita...

aq nak sgt..

kau datang umah aq...

kenal umah aq...

dan..

aq nak sgt...

pg umah kau...

nak kenal lg dekat dgn family kau...

nak kukuhkan ukhuwah....

lagi satu...

kalau boleh..

aq nak sgt...

kau jumpa org yg selayaknya dgn kau...

org yg betul2 menyayangi kau apa adanya...

ur true love...

semoga kau bahagia dgn si dia tercinta...

dan...

janganlar lupakan aq lepas tu ea!!!!!

sahabatku...

aq minta sangat2...

jgn lupakan aq..

dan..

jgn pernah merasa serik brkawan dgn aq...

aq tahu...

aq bukanlah kwn yg baik utk kau...

aq x layan kau spt mana aq pernah melayan seorg hamba Allah ini...

pengalaman mmbtkn aq lebih brhati-hati dgn segala tindak-tandukku...

aq tidak ingin memanjakn kau...

kerana aq sayang pd kau...

sesungguhnya...

aq bertrima kasih infiniti pd kau...

kerana sudi menggelarkn aq sbg kawan baik kau...

dan x pernah serik dgn perangai aq...

semoga kita sentiasa kawan baik...

kerana kau x pernah luput dlm ingatan...

ketahuilah....

aq sentiasa ada di sisi kau..

x pun...

di belakang kau...

menyokong dan memahami apa yg kau lakukan...

x pernah sekali..

tertimbullah di dlm benak kepalaku..

utk meninggalkan kau...

kerana kau sahabatku, NIZA!!!!!!

~~DaY In MiD~~

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ngeee~~~~today i was in mid valley with akma aka che kak aka mak cik..we went there just because to watch TRON....totally SUPERB!!!!!!!AMAZING!!!!FANTASTIC!!!!!it really blew me up....i was never so excited about any movie but this one...watching the trailer make me thrill already..i keep on telling my brother that i want so much to watch this movie...so today is the day!!!!this movie is totally different with other movies that i had already watched before...it has quick action, i mean no drama...and the GRID is totally AMAZING!!!!if i had a chance, i really want to go to the other world...to GRID...and to not to forget, the actor is so damn HOT!!!!!very COOL!!!!and i love cool guy~~~

so, here i suggest all of us should watch this movie...it is totally worth it...

one more thing, i bought 2 books from MPH...DIARY OF A WIMPY KID : THE UGLY TRUTH by JEFF KINNEY  & 100 WAYS TO BOOST YOUR SELF CONFIDENCE by BARTON GOLDSMITH...i really enjoy myself while reading the first book...the second book????i'm not even start to read yet...the book is totally enjoyable and really cynical...i can't wait to finish reading all the book cause i still have 2 books to read..BECOME A BETTER THINKER by DR JOHN LANGREHR & EVIL GENIUS by CATHERINE JINKS...hopefully i will finish reading all the books by the end of this month because i can't wait to buy more books...InsyaAllah...

take care!!!!!~~

~~sEMeStEr 2 tAhUn 3~~

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semester baru da beberapa hari start..bez semacam jerk!!!!!semangat baru...nak pg kuliah..siapkan nota awal-awal b4 masuk kelas...everything is going to be very super excited for this last semester..i'm going to make it happen here!!!!!yeah!!!!hopefully this semester akan lebih diberkati oleh Allah swt dan mendapat keredhaan my parents...hihee~~~

this semester, a lot of changes happening..i guest there is mistakes with the system..can't blame them 100%...time table agak kucar-kacir....act, not so much..i'm exaggerating here!!!!hohoho~~banyak yg dyorg nak kena fikir...bile tarikh sesuai mahasiswa mahasiswi nie nak grad (wah, dah jadi mahasiswa mahsiswi lar pulak!!!hee~~~), bile nak start amek kemasukan untuk master, boley katakan,,banyak hal lah...kesian kan..huhuhu~~so,diharapkan bersabarlah banyak-banyak ye nurul...

cuti sem hari 2, datang ukm dgn harapan nak buat projek tesis...tp, bad luck i guest, x shiap-shiap ag buatnye...dr, tolonglar col mekanik 2 soh tebuk lubang dinding kebuk pengeringan 2...aduish!!!!!!~~lupe nak gtau, keteku da sampai time cuti hari 2..x sempat pom nak bermanja-manja ngn kete sbb malam lps dpt kete da datang balik ukm...so time cuti neyh x bayak sgt time nak bermanja-manja ngn kete saga s.e aq 2...huhuhu~~~sabar ea kete,,,,cikit jek ag tuanmu balik uma ea~~~ingat nak bawak kete 2 mai ukm..tp x berani nak drive smpai kl neyh...x kan nurul sowang jek yg nk kena drive...abah???????manenye dy nak bawak kete 2 datang kl....kompem x mau..even nurul da offerkan balik semula kelantan ngn flight...aduish abahku!!!!kasihanilah anakmu ini....huk..huk..huk...

hah!!!!cukup2 lar membebelnye..

okeyh!!!!!for my last semester here as a final year students, hopefully ALLAH will make it easy for me and all my friends here...azam semester neyh....nak dapatkan semua A....THESIS (6 unit), MEDAN ELEKTROMAGNET II (2 unit), NANOFIZIK (2 unit), FIZIK STATISTIK (3 unit), FIZIK SINARAN PERUBATAN (2 unit),TITAS (3 unit)...hah!!cube kire bape unit semuanye?????hee~~~nak skor pointer 3.8...insyaAllah...dengan izin Allah..harap-harap ape yg nurul nak neyh, tercapai akhirnya....result semester lepas?????????hurm~~~~huhu~~~x banyak pom..still x dpt dekan...but i'm really glad my result is still above 3 pointer....nak cube dapatkan result yang lagi super duper power untuk sem neyh pulak!!!!!insyaAllah....

Ya Allah,Ya Tuhanku, permudahkanlah urusanku dalam menuntut ilmu..berkatilah pelajaranku, kehidupanku dan rezekiku...berikanlah semester ini merupakan semester yang memberi 1001 makna buat diriku serta rakan-rakan seperjuanganku...berilah diriku ini mudah untuk memahami apa yang ku belajar, menghafal apa yang ku belajar, mengenalpasti konsep2 yang akan digunakan dalam menjawab soalan dan seterusnya berilah kejayaan yang hakiki buat diriku dan rakan2ku sekalian..InsyaAllah...Sesungguhnya Engkaulah Yang Maha Berkuasa dan Pemberi Nikmat...Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin....

~~I hAvE lEaRnED~~

                On a positive note, I’ve learned that no matter what happens, however bad is seems today, life does go on and it will be better tomorrow.

                I’ve learned that I can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles three things: a rainy day, lost luggage and illness...

                I’ve learned that regardless of my relationship with my parents, I’ll miss them when they are gone from my life....

                I’ve learned that making a living is not the same thing as making a life...

                I’ve learned that life sometimes give me a second chance....

                I’ve learned that I shouldn’t go through life taking from others all the time. I need to be able to give something back too...

                I’ve learned that if I pursue happiness, it will elude me. But if I focus on my family, my friends, the need of others, my work and doing the very best I can, happiness will find me...

                I’ve learned that whenever I decide on something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision...

                I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be a pain...

                I’ve learned that every day, I should reach out and touch someone to make his or her day...

Thought of reflection:

                I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn.

~~ResPoNsIbILiTY tOwArDs NaTuRe~~

Albert Einstein once remarked “Science without religion is blind and religion without science is lame and so the blind and the lame are endeavouring to accomplish a common task separately”. It is unlikely that we can rely entirely on science and technology as they are partly responsible for the state of the world today. A sense of responsibility to nature is a moral and ethical issue, not just a scientific one.

Each one of us should look within and assess our own actions and ascertain how we can personally contribute towards a better environment.

I, too share the blame for contributing towards the felling of trees. There was a time when my family used to change furniture every few years but not anymore. We need to give support to each other and bring change first in our own homes and within in our own cycles of influence. We have causes damage to our environment and it is we who must take responsibility for restoring it or at the very least, safeguarding what is left. I admit I do not have my own house and still leaving in my parents’ house but yet to live as a human being, we all have to be responsible for our environment so that we can live in peace and harmony.

For this, we must accumulate a lot of positive energy, not only for ourselves but also for the welfare of humanity. Perhaps the most effective way to do this is to learn to gain mastery over our own thoughts and lead spiritually responsible lives.

~~fAiTH WeAtHeRs StOrMs~~

          when i am continuously being battered by the storms of life, and my very spirit  is ebbing away, then all i need to do is hang on to that gift called FAITH; that one support which will weather the storms...faith does not depend on clever head but on belief: belief in the self and the strength that lies within..faith is the seed  of victory and the foundation of making the impossible possible..

        much of our action is guided by assumptions and beliefs about the way things are...powerful beliefs will provides us with a sense of certainty and are empowering...limiting beliefs can cause us to feel helpless...the key in times of unpredictable change is to develop beliefs that will give us sense of certainty..beliefs allow us to grow as a person and enable us to become more effective...what really matters is whether the beliefs that we have empower or dis empower us....

    

        keeping in mind that tests will come to strengthen my resolve, i trust my destiny...i know my powers and limitations, and choose my goals clearly and assuredly...

thought for reflection :

remaining open to life, with its constant adventures and opportunities to grow, is the only way to reach my full potential..

~~SuCcEsS is....~~

For each one, what is his measure of success?

The most tender steak in town?

Artistic cake decoration?

Exotic scents and sophisticated colors?

Money? Limelight? Friends?

Something is happening in this valley

To people who want success in their lives;

Having love poured all over them,

With time and money to do whatever they want to do.
How to achieving it? Ahhh...

They are learning to take a look at themselves,

Learning how to program their own lives,

Learning to listen,

Learning to process emotions,

Learning to process negatives,

Learning to be givers, not takers,

Learning that we are what we let ourselves be.

Class graduation is a shared dinner and shared joys.

Graduates are members of a very special club

With no dues and no meetings,

With a new senses of awareness

And a knowledge that any goal can be achieved.

We become what we think about

Rich man, poor man, beggar man, thief,

Physicist, lecturer, engineers, doctor, chief.

~~NURUL makin MATANG~~

The Sun is whispering on my face,

It beckons me to look, to look,

To see the orange beauty in the sunset

and not to think it as an ending ;

The last rays of autumn that close the season.

I lost the evening in mourning and tears,

and I can never get it back,

nor do I want it.

There will never again be lost moments,

lost days or you.

When the sun comes up behind me tomorrow,

I will revel in the glory and passion of living,

and I will see things clearly once more.

I will never ever see my life as pathetic and hopeless...I will fight to gain back my glory, my success and everything that I've been longing so much to have and to do...I have clear aims for the next semester and my future life...what I want to be....what I want to do...I better start it now...because my time is so precious...I won't let it fly beyond me..I want my life fill with illusions and mirages..as it is supposed to be...besides, I am physicist..

~~take care~~